Just a friend based on utility and pleasure

Remember my last post on friends? I guess it was all on my own willingness on my part that I thought some of the people were my best friends, when I was more of a utility and pleasure based friend to them. Those people whom I used to be less intimate with, have surprisingly became closer in terms of friendship with me. Hopefully, it's not just my own thinking and willingness again.

I have noticed that certain things have changed ever since I have started night classes. These so called best friends seem to me that they are alright and understand my stand but if they do, I would not be feeling this way today and knowing certain things that perhaps I should not know. I'm grateful I did forget to give them my new mobile number.

The first few people which I thought about during important events in my life were them and upon invitation to celebrate the joyous occasion, came excuses that did not even require a second to churn up, Oh, really??? congrats ya, I have to work OT or I will not be in town so you have fun ya.... While the others who have been closer to me now, answered Yes, I'll try to be there asap or I'm not feeling well so I'll just hang around for a short while then go home and rest if it's alright with you.

The latter are the replies that I thought I would have gotten but instead they disappoint me and brought my friendship with other group whom are old friends, just don't used to be so close before, to greater heights. Well, from now on, all I can do is beware not to get hurt due to friendships and wear my glasses when I see people.

One condolence though, I still have my favorite people of all times, MY FAMILY & DOGS!!!!

Thank GOD for them. :)